Why are you gradually eating me up? Why are you biting me and pretending everything is fine? I have never been loved before, I don’t have a script for it or procedures on how it should be done. But all I know is that I always want your thoughts alone to fill up my heart. I never want anyone else in there. I find it hard to close my eyes without imagining you are holding me from behind. You are the only one I see in this world, your affection makes everyone invisible to me. But tell me why am I hurting? I am even bleeding, please do something. The pain is unbearable. Stop my bleeding, care for my wound. I can’t even breathe anymore. I Don’t know what to do, should I put pressure on my wound or seek help. No! I won’t regret giving you my heart because you requested for it when I did not know what love was all about. I enjoyed the sweetness of love for sometime. I got carried away with the gravity of love pulling me to fall on you. My eyes were closed because it felt good to only think and see you. I never knew when you started stabbing me gradually because I thought love never complained. I felt the sweet pain but I thought you would heal me up. Now you left me bleeding and you are careless about my tears. I don’t know my offense, I know I’m careless to see what goes around me. You are supposed to know love comes with sacrifices, endurance, patience, and tolerance. You are supposed to know that, immediately you announce your love to me, the opposition forces will want to pull us down. Distraction, anger, frustration, and temptation are agents of opposition forces. The good thing about them is that they are weak and they cannot operate by themselves. Those agents need a living soul to carry out their mission. They can be very manipulating. The power to overcome them is self-awareness, feedback, sacrifice, loyalty, and the fear of your creator. Let me break those power agents down, you need to check yourself always then you can know if you are slipping away. Be open to correction and ready to fix it, even though it hurts. Live your love life as if you are living for your partner. Be loyal to your partner by putting yourself in his/her shoes. The fear of God is the beginning of wisdom, He will guide you through the agents of the opposing forces to our love life. You never see all this but you got carried away by people that won’t stay with us but destroy us and our future then leave. Yeah! I got it, we can’t do without messing up in life but know when to stop and make sure not to hurt your partner and if you eventually hurt him/her, heal your lover with the power of love. You got carried away and keep hurting me, bringing your ladies to our home, partying with them, and getting blind towards me. I love you and I want us back, come back to us, and let’s pretend nothing happened. Realwithkem.