UHow did I get here? This pain is eating me up, and I’m dying gradually. Why have I stayed this long to tolerate the pain? The pain has dried up the tears in me. I have forgotten how to smile, I searched for joy but it had disappeared.
It takes less than a second for a happiness to turn to sadness. I couldn’t stop the bleeds in me. I waited so long for love and I taught I found one but it was all roses embedded in clay sand underneath. We started well, it was sudden when things turned around. I wanted to blame myself at first but then thought I didn’t cause it. I never knew James has a child from a previous relationship, he never told me about it. I was too heartbroken when I found out myself. I never gave him the chance to explain because he is good at convincing me. I left him a note and disappeared. I was hoping to start a new life but his thoughts won’t leave. I refused to fall in love again not until I met a young handsome tall man at the gymnasium. We started as a friend but later got serious. He truly loves me but I am not sure if I love him. I keep thinking of James because I truly love him. My new boyfriend was happy when I told him I was pregnant. He looks forward to becoming a father but I don’t know if I’m happy about it. We both went out for a dinner outing in one of the best newly opened restaurants. On getting to the restaurant, I decided to use the lady’s room. I thought I was seeing a ghost when I saw someone that looked like James. Omg! It’s James, Damn! I could feel him in me. The affection was too strong to control. James walked to me and dragged me to the next room behind the bathroom. Omg! I couldn’t resist James’ bold voice. He said
”Babe! I’m sorry, my life has been stuck since you left me. I own this restaurant. I purposely built it in your area just for you to come back to me. Babe! You are my angel, I’m empty without you in my life. I didn’t tell you about the child because I’m not sure if the child is mine or not. I ordered a DNA test just to confirmed that the child is mine then I started thinking of how to tell you. This all happened before I met you, babe. Please, come back to my life.” watch out for part 2! Realwithkem.